2 Bottles of Juice on the Wall

I never thought I would see this day. We are at the end of this chapter, we have 2 more days left before we will have juiced for 122 days or 1/3 of this year. Can you believe that? 115 days ago I was sure Mike would have to go on without me, 100 days ago I thought surely it was a fluke if I didn't just give in entirely. 90 days ago I wanted to cry myself to sleep while chip crumbs stuck to my face. 80 days ago I was sitting on my shrinks couch crying about my lack of self control and having an absolute pity party while she commended me on even attempting this feat. Almost every day of this has found Mike reminding me how proud of me he is and how awesome I'm doing. It hasn't been pretty, it's been life and life is dirty and exhausting, unnerving, and an uphill battle. But it has been the most rewarding 120 days of my life. For one thing I never gave up and that is something to be proud of, right? Sure it might not have been a perfect 120 days but I kept on juicing.
I'm just so happy and in such a good place right now it's hard to put it all in words. What more is there to be said besides I am striving to BE.
                                                       Peace, love and juice folks! :-)